Kamis, 19 Januari 2012

Jason Mraz - I won't Give Up

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up


I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts
We got yeah we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we didn't tend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
I'm still looking up

I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, he knows
We got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

Minggu, 01 Januari 2012

Nadya's Mind "Collection" as same as me

I'm gonna miss this couch I'm sitting on...
not because it's comfy
It's has your smell

oh my God, I have to stop crying 
I've been trying to make peace with this reallity for a while now
It's not easy
I'm not expacting leaving you would be an easy pull
That explains why I have to do this
while you're sleeping

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I'm scared 

I went crazy everytime my phone rang with your name on it
I switched off my phone last night 
I can't take it anymore
Can I please switch off myself?

This smile mask I put on everyday 
can't I hide the fact that I'm heartsick
Even sometimes I think I love as a disease
and I got one eating me....

Me and you are meant to be together,
and I have to ler you go because of this stupid reason????!

life it's not fair.....I can't breath!

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The more I think about it
the more I understand this life
Or maybe I'm just pretending to understand this life,
in reaction of saving myself from myself
so I don't get hurt

Whatever that is, it keeps me sane....
and I'm gonna keep doing this
until the time I can be yours again
Only God knowa how long....i will wait

I miss you so...........

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It's been 3 months, I've been worst
and old saying " if you love someone, set 'am free"
I used to think it's a stupid thing to do 
Well I still think so

If I'm in love with this someone 
I'm gonna do everything 
and I really mean everything to make  him happy

*deep sigh*....

but i can never make you mine
at least for now

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Everyday, my head is a 24 hours cinema
constantly playing movies of the past

They're killing me
They're keeping me alive
at the same time...

sometimes they drive me crazy
sometimes they're not...

They have benn a very good friend of mine
better that my "so called friends" a.k.a 
"they who don't understand me" a.k.a
" the who keep telling me what to do"

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Do you know how much I hate your feelings?
all of them...

Do you know how much I love your feelings?
all of them....

I'm sorry I pretended like I don't care
I was listening from everywhere, everytime

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I thought tonight will be the ultimate champion
for the most boring night ever
since now you're gone

But, one second thought 
I'm guess I'm enjoying this moment
write me a note...will ya

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Here I'm alone......
talking to my shadow...
I hate the time so much........
I know I'm the one with "leaving you super smart decision"

Now, I feel like it consumes you everyday 
and I'm the one who fall and left behind

I wish you're here with me
I know your're still mine
I want you back....

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It's been 2 months since she left me...
I'm getting used to it....
losing her
funny thing is, I dont feel a thing

Do I have this thing called heart?
Am being heartless?
What a selfish human being I'm about to become

sometimes I still wish she's here with me
I know she still cares me

But hey, I have a life to catch
I can't wait forever.......