please

kau ingin ada seseorang menemani, melayani apa yang engkau butuhkan, tapi disaat sesorang memeberimu saran,atau bahkan hanya sekedar memberimu kata 'sabar' engkau tak sedikitpun kau dengar.setidaknya kau terima semua itu dan berguna untukmu nantinya.

bisa engkau bayangkan,dengan senang hati seseorang setia mendengarkan semua cerita mu...dengan sabar dia menasehati mu...tapi nyatanya?engkau tetap asik dengan semua argumen mu yang tak bisa seorangpun membantah.semua itu benar dimatamu.

disaat semua orang sedang tidak bisa melayani mu,kau bilang tak ada yang perduli.disaat semuanya mendakati ingin menyambut keluh kesahmu kau bilang 'tak apa'.mau mu apa?karena suatu hal saja maumu tak terpenuh,lalu kebaikan mereka kau lupakan?

engkau selalu merasa seorang diri,padahal ada banyak yang setia menemani mu dikala kau butuh.kau selalu berfikir tentang hal hal buruk,yang padahal itu belum tentu terjadi.

oh,mungkin caraku ya yang salah?ini bukan yang engkau mau?maaf jika sampai saat ini aku tidak pernah bisa mengahpus air matamu.membuat kau nyaman disisiku,membuat mu lebih baik dari sebelumnya.dan...belum bisa menjadi apa yang engkau inginkan.tapi sejauh ini,selama ini,aku merasa telah malakukan,apa yang terbaik yang aku bisa.

tolong pahami ini

If It be Farewell

0ur friendship was started not long, but not fast too

Almost my days was spent together with her

i know her so fairly much, but I don’t know doesn’t her know about me so well?

If I tell you all about us it’s not enough, cause too much story about us

I just tell you above our activities were we spent together

Usually, we go to school together sometimes we go to home together too

Once in a while, I made bread for her to breakfast and she made it too to me:D

On week end sometimes we go to somewhere Yeah just it but no one like us I like her when she try to share all about her feelings, her problems, and her stories she so sensitive and too honest about what she feel I almost giveup to make her survive Too much manner I do to make her stop crying But it’s just nothing result.

But until now, I always try for her:D what ever ways I will try

To my beloved bestever friend, so glad I had to know you Never imagine I found friend like you

thanks for everything you gave, for your attention, your time, and actually your kindess So sorry for the tears I made you cry, sorry for made you disappointed, so sorry I can’t be friend like you want If someday, I leave you, it not mean I refuse my promise, but trust me I remember that “never leave each other, cause we need each other” But someday, we’ll have ourself a way to be a good person, to get our dream If someday, we not near again like this, believe really really missed that Take care, to my beloved bestfriend

It’s you,Ndo:D

~

"just the way you are"- Bruno Mars

it's YOU!!!